Anyone who knows me know my prior feelings about having children. I could never imagine myself being a “MOM”. Seriously, never ever. Not many know this, but I was actually pregnant last year, and lost my first baby due to failure of a heartbeat. At that moment of losing a child, after you saw their heart beat on a monitor, and it just stops one day was devastating. I blamed myself everyday, and couldn’t believe that I could instantly fall in love with a baby.
This second pregnancy has been nothing but a blessing for my husband and I. I take every flutter, movement that I feel, and sonogram where I can see a strong heart beat, and cherish it! I thought I would never talk about what I went through, but I realize that its life, and there are good times and bad.
I am happy to say that I am officially 7 months (sonogram picture above is a few months old), and baby Ashton is growing and healthy. I can not wait to meet him, hold him, and officially become a mom!
I can’t wait to share my maternity pictures which will be shot by Kristen Curette who took my engagement and bridal shower pictures.
Remember | “Life” is such a BLESSING….