Aubri J 2 months

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Aubri J is finally 2 months, and I am so excited. It is so weird because I feel like I had twins. Her and Ashton look so much alike, and they make the same facial expressions. I literally feel like I have girl/boy twins. She is my little baby girl, and I have been replaced. Her smile with the one little dimple melts my heart everyday. Ashton loves her to death and gives her a million kisses. He wants to hold and rock her to sleep, but he doesn’t get that he is only one! I am blessed beyond measures, and can’t wait until she can start wearing all the cute outfits I got her.

I cried yesterday because I had to leave her and go back to work. I swear this gets harder every time! Am I the only mom that feels guilty by working and leaving the kids? I get it, we have to work and someone has to pay these bills right? But gosh, can’t maternity leave be for like a year, or I’ll even take 6 months. Bonding with your children, and not missing a beat to me is more important than anything is this world. Its crazy how my thoughts have really changed in the past two years. The girl who never wanted kids is all of a sudden with two children, and talking about not working to stay at home with them. I never thought that day would come. I really think that the day where I’m here with them more often may come sooner than later. As much as I enjoy working, and love my career and what I do, it saddens my heart to know that I missed Ashton learning a new Spanish word for the day, or missed Aubri cooing.

Ok, now that I got that off my chest (and thanks for reading), back to reality!

Daughter

I’m glad there’s you to smile at me and brighten my day, to share my thoughts and understand the things I do and say. I’m glad there’s you to laugh with me at ordinary things, to show me what is special in everything life brings. – unknown 

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